Today is so special for me. In fact, I am feeling happiest today because some special friends here are insisting saying,”It’s your day.” Acknowledging that, I want to spit out some words on myself. I hope you guys won’t call me ‘egotist’ for sure. Hehe!
I have spent twenty years here with you guys and it was so awesome to be here because of all love, care, support, kindness, guidance, teachings, inspirations, hopes, respects you’ve provided for me.
All people I’ve met or seen or imagined or dreamed are equally important but to be true, some were standing too near and some too far and other rest somewhere between too near and too far as I perceive them from my standpoint.
Actually, I want to remember all true humans here in this post.
Strangers are God. They give us indirect support by expecting nothing in return. I wish to know more of them in later days of life to say thank you for their presence out there.
Some of you know me regardless of my indifference towards you. I blame myself for being such unsocial, introvert, taciturn, inarticulate and whatever. But I know it’s okay for you are magnanimous enough to understand this little heart that only beats without caring the presence of oxygen.
Some of you around me might have been hurt and troubled because of me knowingly and unknowingly. I have biggest SORRY and bigger THANK YOU to you. I am ready to work hard to make you feel good so I need you to give me some hints about how can I be more favorable, more good, more positive, more beneficial to you in later days.
And if you are younger than me, look at me and be better; far more better than me. Meet me personally, I have few suggestions for you that may help you in becoming more, accomplishing more, and achieving more.
And I have another amazing human introduced as colleagues. Maybe they are capturing different landscapes out there but it’s a joy to know their megapixel of perspectives is nearly equal to that of mine. And it feels best when we find ourselves sharing and comparing and competing about how we look at the same object using personal retinas. That helps in enriching our perspectives.
It feels most blessed to be appreciated by our senior colleagues. They make us thankful simply by accepting us in spite of our feeling of superiority, boldness, grave faults and narrower views. They make us feel special every then and now.
Now, here’s a text for my friend.
Hi, my friend! You created a more free atmosphere for me to live, to enjoy, to play, to run, to laugh, to fight and all. You offered me everything that belongs to you. You are real friends because you never let me feel alone. You send me adorable texts from bottom of your heart, comment positive and uplifting words on Facebook, Instagram, you share your feelings with me. You appear to be more beautiful human on this planet, simply amazing and beautiful.
Are you more dear to me? Then it’s my privilege to know your pattern of cell-phone, receive the screenshot of chatting with your gf or bf, to go cinema with you, to eat out with you and more. You try to give me something you dream to own for yourself. That’s so awesome. And that enough to leave an unforgettable inspiration in my soul. In fact, you know more about me than me. I think you know who’s that I am going to write about in the following paragraph: dearer than you! Hehe! Yes, you know. If not, maybe she/he’ll ❤ react to this post. So, You won’t mind if I skip a paragraph and talk about my teachers.
Teachers made me think and feel so thankful and blessed that I won’t be able to write even a correct sentence for them and I know they’ll find it out and underline it here with their red pen. Some of them are more guardian for me. You may know, sometimes I used to read for my teachers because I know they themselves were there for me and our goal was common in that classroom. I have personal two-paragraph-note for them with respect:
“Dear sir, thank you for your time in my classes. You are the most favorite human being because you are more educated, sophisticated and wise that you can study my psychology easily. Your respect and support for us were divine. The luckiest students are those who present in your class with the intention to learn something.
I have best wishes for you to be more happy and content. You deserve more respect and honor for your contributions and accomplishments to the individual lives of students and to this society and nation as well. I want to punch in the face of people who utter an unfavorable word about you but you’ve made me convince myself not to act like that. And we know it’s okay anyway.”
Yes, next is my guardian who sounded real guardian to me. Fortunately, some teachers were more than guardian. I have no words to describe their love and care for me. Their feeling of responsibility towards me was more than what I deserve. Actually, they were awe-inspiring.
After that, all relatives need this whole paragraph because I miss them more.
And this passage for my Grandma and Grandpa. Uncles and aunts and other more dear relatives can live in this paragraph too.
Dear sister and brother, these silent words are for you. You mean more.
And at this time, I can’t wait to mention my sister here because she will squeeze the life out of me if I don’t. Hehe! I have more special feelings and love and care and best wishes for her. I want to say her,”Hey, don’t worry you, little girl. Stay bold I am here beside you. You have to be more than me from any respect. I won’t mind if you do not read this text because your SEE examination is closer, I know.”
And there was never a lack of wide room in my heart for my elder sister and never will be. But for my misfortune, she left me about two years ago after 17 years of long journey with me. She was most special with whom I spend most of the time of my life. I have all best feeling and wishes for her. May her soul rest in peace forever.
Always, I miss my parents who were with me in all seconds of these 20 years. I wish to be with them for all my life. I want to say them:
“The world that you brought me into is really awesome. It is awesome because you are here with and for me.”
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